Soul Stirrings…

She’s not sure why she feels this way. But the feelings been building up inside her for weeks now. She wanted to scream, the frustration’s getting the better of her.

"Why?" she asks.

Why had she obstinately clung to a dream she no longer had?

Her friends keep telling her, you musn’t hanker after something you can’t have.

He has not given her anything to hold on to.

And yet, she keeps on hoping.

Damn.

He was the only one who had made her feel inadequate.

Was she not enough?

Was she not worth the risk?

He made her believe that she could fly,

She thought she could touch the clouds.

And now she’s falling with nobody there to catch her.

Where are you?

WHY?

I can’t believe it! after five years, i’m going back to school! i don’t know whether to be exited or nervous. My classes starts on June 4, i have to buy me a new notebook! he!he! yung may picture ni PIOLO! (yuck! chipanga ko talaga!) Anyway, wish me luck! sana sa UP ko na matagpuan ang pag-ibig ko!!! yung hindi ako gagawing ina ng laging saklolo!!!! :p

Gene! i can’t believe you’re leaving us! i don’t know what the barkada will do without you. Things will never be the same. I just wish you the best, take care of yourself there, hanap mo ko dun ng papa! Be the best showgirl in Vegas! make us proud! he!he!

Goodbye? nay, see you soon.

I love you Gene!!!